But then, you changed me.
I once lied to you. Couple times, actually.
My brain had no filters. I talked whatever comes through my mind.
Rough. Cursed. You don’t deserve that. At all.
All I did care about are ‘myself’ and ‘I’. There wasn’t you.
But then, you changed me.
I don’t give a shit about what people are saying.
What they’ve once believed is now becoming what you believe.
You’re poisoned.
I believed you’re a good person.
But then…you changed it.
Posted April 26, 2012 at 10:23am
Aku kecewa kau marah pada tuhan.
Entah Tuhan siapa.
Tuhanmu. Tuhanku. Tuhan kita berbeda.
Seolah sekarang nyata.
Posted April 26, 2012 at 10:03am
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i was waiting for the right time, to prove. now that the right one has gone. I’m lost in regrets. dan lagi, seandainya kau mengerti.
Posted April 26, 2012 at 10:00am
I’ve done it once in a lifetime.
Before i was actually on my knees.
Before my hands down to the floor, my forehead was on them.
Before my eyes completely closed.
Before i was crying while saying my prayers for your father.
Before i was begging to Allah, to make everything easier for you.
To give you all answers. At least, an answer. A promising answer.
But life isn’t that simple.
That was ‘before’.
Everything has changed so much. Too much.
And right now whats left is to regret.
Posted April 26, 2012 at 9:55am
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MUSE - Neutron Star Collision (Love Is Forever)
I was searching you were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision
I have nothing left to lose You took your time to choose Then we told each other with no trace of fear that... Our love would be forever And if we die, we die together And lie, I said never Cause our love, would be forever The world is broken, halos fail to glisten
We try to make a difference but no one wants to listen Hail, the preachers, fake and proud Their doctrines will be cloud Then they'll dissipate like snowflakes in an ocean Love is forever and we'll die, we'll die together And lie, I said never Cause our love, could be forever Now I've got nothing left to lose You take your time to choose I can tell you now without a trace of fear That my love will be forever And we'll die, we'll die together And lie, I will never Cause our love will be forever
Posted January 20, 2012 at 10:45pm
“When I am with you, we stay up all night.
When you’re not here, I can’t go to sleep.
Praise God for those two insomnias!
And the difference between them.” ― Rumi ولانا جلال الدین محمد رومی
“There are different wells within your heart.
Some fill with each good rain,
Others are far too deep for that.
In one well
You have just a few precious cups of water,
That “love” is literally something of yourself,
It can grow as slow as a diamond
If it is lost.
Your love
Should never be offered to the mouth of a
Stranger,
Only to someone
Who has the valor and daring
To cut pieces of their soul off with a knife
Then weave them into a blanket
To protect you.
There are different wells within us.
Some fill with each good rain,
Others are far, far too deep
For that.” ― واجه شمسالدین محمد حافظ شیرازی
